Cindy.K

cindy_otown @ 2002-04-10T10:46:00

2002-04-10T14:47:31Z

I got a new AIM name - its corruptablycindy

So IM me if your on!

cindy_otown @ 2002-04-10T10:10:00

2002-04-10T14:12:02Z

Hey all! I'm in NYC right now just taking in some sights. Pretty bored, though. And a little sick. I think I'll be staying in tonight. So give me a ring at my hotel room, dont worry - I'm not going anywhere!

cindy_otown @ 2002-04-09T21:30:00

2002-04-10T01:32:30Z

Hey, I know it's been awhile since I last updated but I've been travelling around. Looking at NYC and such.

Daniel Mark, have you gotten your journal back yet?
Heh, well I dont suppose I have much more to update about tonight, I'll see you all later.

ooc

2002-03-31T23:02:55Z

{does anyone by a chance want to be cindy cause if you do comment if you don't I am deleting her}

cindy_otown @ 2002-02-20T18:33:00

2002-02-21T02:38:21Z

BE gone this week and next....GONE ON VACATION!!

Take care <3

Cindy

I'm Back!!!

2002-02-18T04:44:40Z

Hi y'all I am back and my goal is to update more and get involve more,yep and I am going to try even though I still have school and stuff. Anyway hope all is going good for everyone and I was just wondering anything big happen while I was gone? Anyway I haven't talked to dan in a while, I think since december but I hear he is good. Well I don't know what to talk about but all I have to say is

Please
Entertain
Me!!

Love Cindy

cindy_otown @ 2002-02-09T13:58:00

2002-02-09T22:01:52Z

I feel so special cause I started the trend with the eggs and now almost every time I check out lj,it seems like someone new has an egg too!*dies* Y'all can tell me I am a dork so don't be afraid to leave Comments !!

Cindy

look at my eggdies--------bored-----------

2002-02-09T07:31:41Z

I'm a dork yes I know*laughs*

Cindy

cindy_otown @ 2002-02-02T19:01:00

2002-02-03T03:00:27Z

Sorry it took so long for me to update...again. I want to thank Miss Shelli for the icons!*smiles*

Tonight I went to my family's house and visited my family and my parents had it on mtv of course cause all my family was there and my cousins were watching making the band. It was great to see the guys again and so happy. It was funny how much that group of people have changed and will be changing soon. I miss it! Well anyway I have to get going I am going to go to sleep cause I think I am getting sick again. Anyway y'all take care and have fun.

Trevor :Sweetie I am so happy for you! You truly deserve happiness.

Shelli : thanks for being there even though we don't talk barely.

Ashley :It's great to see you back and happy!

Janie : girlie you are a great friend! I miss talking to you.

Kelly :We haven't talked in a while,we should but no you are an awesome friend and I am glad we finally got to meet each other.

To the rest of my friends,you know who you are, I am glad I have met you!

I <3 you all!

Cindy

cindy_otown @ 2002-01-30T17:32:00

2002-01-31T01:30:57Z

You are...

Click the sprite to take the Which Caffeine-Induced Freak Are You Most Like? test thingie. Or you could just click the result pic and save yourself a bit of trouble. Crap, I need to shut up now.

Hi

2002-01-30T04:24:19Z

I know i haven't updated much but I think I didn't update cause I felt like everyone hated me or that I was crazy cause of someone. I think I have moved on in my life and so what if i don't get the person I want or aren't excepted by others*shrugs* I don't care anymore. I guess a month ago if you asked me questions about liking someone I would have told you dan but it doesn't matter cause destiny doesn't want us together and I guess I wasn't ready to face that.For some reason I think I pushed people away cause it feels like some of you don't talk to me any more or hate me and i apologize for anything i did. Anyway I enough of me babbling.

Cindy

Happy Birthday Shelli!! </b>

laughs Kiely got me listening to DC3

2002-01-22T00:58:13Z

If thou can wait, then thou shall stay

Ho, ho, oh
Ho
Ho, oh
Ho, oh, oh, oh, oh

[Beyonc?]
Baby, I want for nothing
Just your tender, sweet loving
I know you've got your things to do
But tell me what means more to you
Hanging out with me or with your boys

Sometimes, I do get lonely
With no you and no one to hold me
You want so much to lay me down
Is that what keeps you hangin' round
Is that the only way to win your heart

1 - Well if I loved you a little bit longer
If our love was a little bit stronger
Would you stay, stay
Baby please stay

If I granted all of your wishes
Give you more than touches and kisses
Would you stay, stay
I need you to stay

[Beyonc?]
I'll be, be yours forever
But can we keep us together
I know the time is drawing near
I've promised you, has it been a year?
Baby now I'm ready, please stay, stay

Repeat 1

[Beyonc?]
Everynight I lay and think about it
If you love me, you could live without it
But I don't wanna do you that way
No, no, no, no, no
I don't know exactly what I'm feeling
I'm kind of scared, but then I'm kinda willing
Will you promise me just one thing, thing oh no
No matter what you're gonna stay

Repeat 1 until fade

Thanks Kiely*laughs*

Hi

2002-01-19T00:47:58Z

Hi people,
I just wanted to update cause I finally have time!So I just want to say I had a very interesting conversation with Danny and I don't care that he is dating someone else it is cool cause he should be happy and have someone there with him both"Physically and Mentally",if you know what I am saying!So I hope everything is going good with everyone.I can't wait until school is finally over I need a break oh and when the otown guys get back from Germany I will come and visit you guys maybe*laughs*.Anyway take care and talk to you all soon.

Nicole and Ivette:I am sorry about what happened and I just feel bad as though it was my fault!

Cinders

cindy_otown @ 2002-01-06T16:22:00

2002-01-07T00:21:10Z

Hey,I am bored at home so I thought I would update.Anyway Dan came and saw me saturday!We had a good time together we talked and just caught up on old times and stuff.Oh and I am so Happy for Trevor and Erik,Janie and Jacob and Ashley and Shelli,for getting back together!*smiles*(I knew it would happen)*laughs*.Anyway tomorrow it's back to college for me and won't that be fun!So I can't stay up and chat cause I have an early class tomorrow!So I will talk to you all some other time,hopefully!

Cinders

Hi

2002-01-04T04:20:19Z

Hey everyone,
I finally got the chance to update! Yea Me! But I have some sad news.Danny doesn't want to get back together he wants a friend!I mean that's great I am glad he can go on with out someone in his life but it was funny because on Christmas eve he was asking me what would happen if we got back together?and I really didn't know but that made me open my eyes up and see that I wanted him back. I mean Dan is my best friend and I trust him with my life almost,but just to hear that it would be tough for us I mean come on Dan I had to deal with you gone for almost a year and that was tough and then I realized I could deal with it I mean if I loved someone as much as I love Dan I could deal with it but I understand I mean I am in school and he loves his job and he deserves it so much so I won't hold him back but I am just a little in shock Dan doesn't want what we use to have.Anyway sorry to bore you with my problems. Talk to you all later and hope all is well.

Cinders

hi

2002-01-02T06:00:58Z

Hey everyone,
Well I just want to say I hope everyone had a great New Years!I did go see Dan and it was fun! I also saw Shelli,Janie,Kelly, and the rest of the guys! I didn't go party that much just for like two hours or so.Well I am just saying I am taking a little break from live journal for a while. I may even take a break from chatting! But I will try my best to chat. I am taking a break cause I have to go back to college and I have things to do.Well I will be checking in now and then but school and stuff is going to keep me busy!Well Have a great 2002 if I don't see you for a while or talk to you but I will try to keep up with you. I am not leaving just taking a small break.

Cindy
p.s. behave everyone cause I will be checking in.

hi

2002-01-02T06:00:55Z

another quiz

2001-12-30T23:47:03Z

Take the What Should Your New Year's Resolution Be? Quiz

cindy_otown @ 2001-12-30T15:39:00

2001-12-30T23:36:52Z

Here I am in NYC sitting in the hotel room just being bored! I would have gone with them(the otown men) to an interview but I couldn't no friends or girlfriends allowed so here i am updating,talking online and taking a quiz.

What Color Underwear Are You?

Hi

2001-12-29T22:29:16Z

Hi,
I am so bored and lonely cause Dan left on Friday and it is so lonely here in Ohio.But it shouldn't be for long because I am going to New York tomorrow and going to party!!:) I am so bored and I wish I had a bf*goodness I sound like Ivette*Laughs* just kidding Girlie. Well I am just sitting at my computer listing to Boys II Men and I just wanted to update before I get to busy.Hope to talk to you all before I go.Take Care.

4 SEASONS OF LONELINESS

I long for the warmth of days gone by,
When you were mine,
But now those days are memories in time.
Life's empty without you by my side.
My heart belongs to you, no matter what I try.
When I get the courage up to love somebody new,
It always falls apart 'cause they just can't compare to you.
Your love won't release me,
I'm bound under ball and chain,
Reminiscing our love, as I watch four seasons change.

CHORUS:
In comes the Winter breeze,
That chills the air and drifts the snow.
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe.
When Springtime make it's way here,
Lilac blooms reminds me of the scent of your perfume.
When Summer burns with heat I always get the hots for you,
Go skinny dipping in the Ocean where we used to do.
When Autumn sheds the leaves the trees are bare,
When you're not here,
It doesn't feel the same.

Remember the nights when we closed our eyes,
And vowed that you and I would be in love for all time.
Anytime I think about these things I shared with you,
I break down and cry 'cause I get so emotional.
Until you release me I'm bound under ball and chain,
Reminiscing our love, as I watch four seasons change.

REPEAT CHORUS.

This loneliness, has crushed my heart,
Please let me love again.
'Cause I need your love to comfort me and ease my pain,
Or 4 seasons will bring,
The loneliness again.

cindy_otown @ 2001-12-28T21:41:00

2001-12-29T05:46:56Z

-Who the hell are you!? Cindy
-You a bitch or a dude? im a bitch
-Whatchu be drinkin, foo?! water
-English, motherfucker...do you speak it?! Duh!
-Are you glad I stopped talkin all ghetto?In a way*giggles*
-Are you @ home right now? yeah
-When's the next time you work? like the 7th of january
-Are you wearing a hoodie? nope
-Do you have a lotta lil 1" buttons? no
-Do you have a messenger bag? no

((Who's the last person))
-You talked to on the phone:My friend Juliett
-You said 'I love you' to: either Dan*as a friend*
-You bitched about: myself
-You hugged: my Dad
-That did something nice for you: Dan came and saw me FINALLY!!!
-That took you out somewhere: Dan,Michelle,Kay
-That cooked your last meal: Mom
-You watched a movie with? Mom
-Gave you butterflies:Some one but not telling
-You wanted to slap across the face:no one

((Future))
-Next road trip:To Ny
-What are you doing Friday? went shopping
-Do you want a house or an apartment?an apartment
-Do you know what job you want? Yes
-Next concert you'll be at: The New Years eve on MTV
-What's goin down tonite? chilling
-When are you going to sleep? Soon
-What's your hair gonna be lookin like a few months from now? i dunno
-Are you ever gonna get tattoos? maybe one on my foot

((Your house))
-Is your family like a twisted sitcom? Kind of
-Do you have enough room in your room for all your stuff?Nope
-What's on your room's walls?some pictures of my friends and otown*laughs* gotta support my boys
-Where are you sitting right now? at my desk
-Do you keep your cars in a garage?yes
-If you have pets, are the restricted to a certain place? no

((Friends))
-Most ghetto: trev
-Product of the 80's: Mandy
-Sickest:My friend Chris
-Most insane: shells
-Sappiest:Dan*laughs*
-Scariest: Ivette*laughs* jk
-Most philosophical:jake
-Most likely to be president:Dan again
-Who you hang out with the most:Shelli,Janie,Dan,Ivette,some of the other guys in otown when I see them,Chris,Michelle,Jaclyn,Kay,and some other people

PS>?>>>>?>>>>

2001-12-28T02:55:24Z

That vote thing i ask people to do is just for fun I know its not up to you guys but I think it is just funny to do so I did it!! So please don't be like its not up to us for you guys to get back together, cause it is just for fun people!!Thanks again if you fill it out!!

Thanks,
Cindy

Can you try and reply I wanna take a vote

2001-12-28T02:41:24Z

Ok I am just wondering if I can take a vote to see if people agree or disagree. I hear from some people that they wish me and Dan were back together. So the topic is...........Should me and Dan get back together?There is no wrong answer plus I am bored so I am doing this even though I don't want to get into a relationship right now and if you disagree I promise not to beat you up*giggles*!!

Cinders

cindy_otown @ 2001-12-27T18:04:00

2001-12-28T02:19:01Z

wearing:stars and moons baby blue pajamas
eating:a christmas tree cookie
talking to:no one
phone with:my bff
time:9:22
listening to: Michael Jackson"The girl is mine"
in: bedroom
drinking:hot coco
hair:put up in a ponytail all messy
feeling: tired and happy
wanting:to see my friends,sleep and someone???

Hi

2001-12-28T00:39:05Z

Hey Cinders here*laughs*,
How is everyone?I am good and I am just hanging out at the Miller's house just listing to Dan's Michael Jackson cd and playing on his computer!!*laughs* I have been spending a lot of time with danny and it feels like old times but soon it will al go away cause he will be on the road again or back in orlando and I will be back at school! He isn't home but I hang with his sister Allison cause we are pretty good friends!!Well I am bored but Ivette is talking to me so its not that boring*laughs* jk girlie!Please people try and comment I mean it would make me feel a whole lot better if you did??

Talk to you all soon!!

*Cinders*

p.s don't tell Dan I am using his computer or cd ok?

~~*Cindy.K*~~